okay this is the FIFTH time i am blogging today. hopefully this post will be published successfully. seriously i had MAJOR problems with the changes occuring in blogger. sighs~ why things have to change? why cant the stay the same? oh anyway, my dad has installed the motorola system (finally!) and i can post the photos that i took from my phone on here! YAY! i got crazy and transfer most of the photos frm my phone to the com. but i transferred so much the my phone got jammed! lols. so... SORRY TIFFANY AND YUFENG! you guys smsed me when my phone has gone to "psycho" mode so i was unable to sms back. i will call you guys later. :D



today i've been reflecting on the situations i encountered today and finally realised one thing. angry words made you regret and you cant take it back. damage is done. no friends are perfect for each other. this world is full of hate and hypocrites everyone is sensitive towards that. even the smallest action can render hate among friends. an action without intentions - gossips. this infectious disease has made me lost two great friends. the point of being hypocrite is that we dont hurt each others' feelings.

yvonne ,i felt guilty that you overheard the conversation. i would apologise you hear clear and you mad about it. but i not apologising abt the contents because thats how i really feel and i am not denying it. i do that because you will not label me as a BIG hypocrite like the bitch.

if you still treat me as a friend, sms me. because i want help you with the classroom decoration.

if you still mad at me, then.... i think we should comprimise as it is the better way .
i value our friendship and i DONT want it to end like this.
and i dont want yufeng to suffer like you said before.

hope to receive your message soon.
good night.



i had never felt this mentally exhausted before. today after two years i went back to my friendster account. andoh gosh i was overwhelmed by the tremendous change in friendster. seriously i felt like an old grandmother trying to learn how to use the computer for the first time. i am SO OUTDATED! my pics there are like when i was secondary three. now i am second five in case you didnt realise. all my pics with ppl like violet, eunice , fadz and guanlin are still there! lols i tot after the last time my com broke down my old piccys would be gone forever. hahas. never thought that my account including pictures still exist in friendster. it been a while and they would have deleted it already. but noo. my account is breathing and still alive.so add me kks?
when i was editin my blogskins, i read some of my past posts. my reaction was like "IT IS THAT REALLY ME WHO PUBLISH THESE POSTS?!" i dont believe it at all! emmm.. maybe i got a split personality or something when i post. THEY DONT SOUND LIKE ME AT ALL! seriously my english sucks. everything suck. my CAs sucks. i failed most of the subjects and chinese Os is coming in TWO months time! NO NO NO NO. i cant stand chinese! haizz... clam down calm down... breathe in.. breathe out...okay that is much much better. my target for chinese Os is a B3. maybe i should be more realistic.hmmm..... a B4? or even C5? C6? ARGH! i gainin tension again! argh forget it. posting this year is goin to be tough. every time i post will deter me to reflect on my low standards.



stup up

i want to sleep

good night

whoever you are



maria maria. this song.(forgive me if your com lag coz i ripped exactly frm iwebmusic.) this one song. has captured my heart after listening to hady in singapore idol. hahas. he rock can. my father happens to be a ultimate fan of santana so i got his cd and add this song in my mp3 immediately. at the same time, i did some clearing in that gadget. some songs i add some mths ago and i dun even listen to them since the day i add them!! well.. i guess i wasnt in the mood to listen "behind those hazel eyes" and "because of you" by kelly clarkson most of the time.
two days ago, i got n lvl oral. i guess it is the worst oral i ever taken in my whole entire life! the examiner is a china old man, half of the time i been trying to figure out wads is the last qns he asked me. (though i ans out of point, i think) and the passage.. argh.. i like reading word by word. like a four year old who juz started reading. but overall i think i will pass laaa..
yesterday i bought a book "P.S I Love You by Cecelia Ahern"(in sch, it was sold at $16 but i bought at $14 in some second book store!) and today i bought "The Concubine's Tattoo by Laura Joh Rowland". i miss reading novels. for the past few mths i been reading comics and can never get enough of them. you should see the relief look in my mum's face when i ask her to give me money to buy the books. i guess it is the influence frm yufeng and ruth. hahas. the virus is very contagious. thks guys or my passion for reading will rot.



HELLO:) it is been a while. hahas. actually wad discourage me frm blog is the remark or remarks in the tagboard. it say this blog is boring. well lets all face it.. IT IS BORING!! i even find it boring myself! SO i decided to change the skin, my pictures and more due to the dullness of my blog. and the rest of the remarks.... somehow i think that i deserve it. OH! and i am keepin the tagboard because of the promise i made. i kept my word and left it there. SO GUYS... FEEL FREE TO TAG! but be nice okay? or I SUE! (hahahas, juz kidding. i not that petty) well i juz finish my N lvls english oral not long ago. it all about animals. the picture show a well dressed (seemed like a VIP) guy holding out a banana to feed the organutan (laugh at me if i spelled wrong). then the examiner asked me wad the organutan would be thinkin. at that moment , i want to answer her that that monkeyis hungry and wants the banana. But i did not, i find it risky laaa... but yufeng answered that the monkey wants TWO bananas! HAHAS! so fun.. oral is more funner than i expected..
oh yea, i also lost my phone on the bus. SOMEONE STOLE IT! comfrimed! i called my old no. 91386004 (i dun use this no anymore) at that time and someone picked it up and switched it off! ARGH! so frustratin!!! i called the bus services and they say that the bus has reached the terminal but no news of a lost phone or stolen phone that it. but the whole situation is actually blessing in diguise... this actually increase my chances of getting a new phone! AND IT HAPPEN! i got a new phone but i am not goin to say wad brand it is. hee hee. wadever it is, the phone got a camera, the images in the "trash" column and taken by the phone. hahas. i will add until your computer lag! hahas. but i still sour over my whole stolen phone thingy, all my contacts are lost forever. so guys if you sms my new no. and i reply you the three hurtful words " who are you?". forgive me okay? hahas.



hello all :) blogskins seems to lagging very badly and i am unable to get a blogskin believe it or not i make this blog entirely myself it sucks maybe i will redo all over again ahaiz very tired..
okay so i seems to be slacking lately and eating alot i swear i am not goin to check my weight again it will be scarey. guide elections is on the way have you decided who you gonna vote? this election might harder than the general elections comin up soon. k i have to leave my com now. ciao



okay over the past few days or maybe months. i have discovered alot about myself.
1. i cant do presentation for nuts.
2. i have 3 days experience of being mute.
3. i will fall sick without my mum's soup and vitamins.
4. i dunno a single thing abt chemistry and the upcoming test next week is frm chapter 1-6.
5. i cant do 2.4 as good as the last time i ran.
6. i tend to be distracted easily during maths class.
7. i starting to have heavy eye bags.
8 i starting to like those local contest shows (esp. campus superstar) which i normally dont.
9. i saving up $$ to study in london or england after i leave KC
10. i like adriano and geraldine along with teresa :D
11. i starting to think that being a psychologist is not suitable for me.
12. i dun look good on television.

blah blah blah and many more..
man.. N lvls is charging like a bull. agrh i cant take it.

MOI;

JESSLYNphuashujun


fave phrase of the day
CHIAPALANG

my favourite things

MATSUMOTO JUN frm arashi or the drama (hana yori dango)

roses

my rabbit

MY GREEN IPOD NANO! wakakaka

junkies ;

HONEY! MY BUNNY!:))


when we were "developing countries"

sighs~ miss you guys.

yvonne yufeng ME!

me and "slowwalker"

huix2 and me!

tiff chan and me